Sunday, November 05, 2006
3:04 PM Y
Post title : =im sorry=
♥ You'll never know the real me.
i feel guilty abt what i wrote in d earlier post.
no matter what,
i still love him.
i cant bear to leave him.
itz bin 5 mths.
n im still holding on.
i just hope he know how hard it is 4 me rite now.
i just wanna be happy with him.
last long.
eventhough he is not happy,
i did try to make him happy.
=sigh=i want him 2 care abt me.use his own initiative.not ask me how i feel only when i ask him 2.i want him 2 ask me out of his own free will!!!!NOT WHEN I PROMPT HIM 2 ASK ME!!!!doesnt he CARE at ALL???IS IT 2 MUCH 2 ASK?isit sayang?m i askin 2 much?i got no voice.my leg is swollen.i gt headache.im tinkin how n i supposed 2 go 2 work tmr.im tinkin maybe i juz force maself.isit it pathetic to complain to a blog??i got a bf.so how come i still turn to a computer oriented program to express how i feel????shld i juz keep quiet n just bear with all this pain??i dun wanna break.i dun wanna him 2 leave me.is this wat they call sacrifice?== korbankan segala perasaan kuhanya demi utk bersama mu sayang ==
