Wednesday, November 09, 2005
2:15 PM Y
Post title : My oAtH For yOu....
♥ You'll never know the real me.
If oNe dAe yOu fEeL LiKe cRyInG....cAll Me...
I DuN PrOmIsE TaT I WiLL mAkE U lAuGh, bUt i cAn cRy wItH YoU..
If oNe dAe YoU wAnNa rUn aWaY,dUn bE AfRaId tO CaLL Me...
I DuN PrOmIsE To aSk yOu tO sToP BuT I Can rUn wItH YoU..
If oNe daE YoU DuN WAN To lIsTeN To aNiOnE..CaLL Me..
i PrOmIsE TO Be ThErE FOr YoU,AnD I'LL Be VeRy quiEt...
BuT iF OnE dAe yOu cAll AnD tHeRe Is nO aNsWEr..
CoMe FaSt To sEe mE..PeRhApS I NiD YoU...
haiz...ngah mendakz siak...ngah ader computer class....semua kwn aku tegur asl aku mcm sakit then mcm kurus siak..aku da mcm blurz...pada aku,aku samer jek..haiz...mungkin sal aku tak tdo da brape hari da...aku tak leh tdo walaupon aku ngantok...ader benda yg uat aku stress...haiz....pat sch ni aku rase cam boring..mcm mls nak sch lagi...pi sal ape aku tak tau sgt..lau sal matair,tak mungkin....aku tak tau uh..aku ngah cnfuse rabak siak....
semlm,aku blg faizal segala ape yg aku pk,ape yg aku rase selama ni...then die ckp kiter tak sesuai...aku bldg die sal ni sumer bkn utk die ckp kiter tak sesuai sial....aku ckp ni supaya die le ubah...aku da byk uh berubah utk die...lelaki pon aku tak cntact siol...drg yg gile nk lyn aku...
nape faizal tak phm aku sia..asl asyik aku je yg nak kene uat semua so that tiz relationship will werk?asl die mcm tak heran?mcm lau die ilang aku bagi die tak de pape....ape yg aku kene buat so tat he will treat me fine...?aku da atak tau uh ape nak uat lagi..itz all up to him uh now..
die ckp ngan aku yg die nak time utk pk sal ni sumer...but 4 wat seh..lau die btol2 syg aku die le slowly ubah pe..takyah nak minta break ni sumer...sot siak...bkn nye slame ni aku tak sabar ngan die...aku tau die byg sabar sal mon nye hal...aku pon tau die stress n ader problem lain..pi tak kan sampai lyn aku ni mcm siol...
Lepas ni nak kene g umah ain then maybe g tgk wayang..haiz...nak jumpe dier pon die ckp die kene g jln raye..gasak la...aku lau pk kan sgt pon aku yg sot sendiri...
i seriously love him a lot uh..
but for now i guess it doesnt mean a thing to him...
so i juz kip it 2 myself..
and maybe one dae...
he will realise....
but till then...
it remains...
deep in my heart....
