The Imperfect Me ....

Friday, August 18, 2006

2:49 PM Y

Post title : HaPpinEsS WiThIn

♥ You'll never know the real me.

hE so loveSSSSSSS tO bE SaRcAsTiC!!!!
I DO NOT ORDER HIM ARND...
except when we r wekin la...
correct what...
*bleukz*
shamil2...
i will order u arnd MOrE!!!!
MuAhAhA...
=EVIL LAUGHTER!!!!!=

k tatz all..
n i know ure gonna read this...
haha..
love you..
FoReVeR aNd eVeR BaBe....

2:10 PM Y

Post title : WaY Of LiFe..

♥ You'll never know the real me.

sometime i wondered whether you stayed with her for fun or isit that u really love her...browsing arnd n seeing the things i dun wanna see...i sense that mayb u do have strong feelings for her..mayb d last time i wasnt good enuf 4 u?

And y is that, may i ask?

ive done almost everything 4 u...m i rite to say that u dun appreciate me?..
watever it is...im moving on....ure no more that just a shadow..who have no say in ma life and
no place in ma heart..

=Back To Reality=
i missed ma marketing paper sia!!!!!!fuck sia...i tot it was next thurs sia!!!damn la..i hate this sia...i hate it when i wanna clear all ma papers n this kinda unnecessary things happened!!so i guess i'll just hafta repeat it next sem...=damn=
i hate maself for not studying for ma 1st yr...
i hate maself for giving in ti enjoyment..
i hate maself for being weak..
i hate maself..
i just hate maself..

was glad shamil was there 4 me eventhough he cant do aniting at it...
eventhough we always have misunderstandings, i know he will be there 4 me no matter wat...

y m i always jealous ah?
4 stupid things also i can b angry...
wat exactly m i not happy abt?
if only i knew...
then mayb i wldnt hafta quarrel with shamil all the time...
cuz i hate seeing him sad...
it hurts..
but sometime i feel that he dun understand me..
haiz...
watz the use of saying all this now...
all i know is that i wanna be with him all the way uh..

=Stars Are BlinD=
(So is love, if u ask me..)

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied,
oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love,baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh
I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home?
oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical,
oh no, no no
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you.....

i miss ma frenz...
frenz who used to be a big part of ma life...
frenz that i pushed aside to pursue ma own happiness..
sometimes i wanted so much to spent time with them...
to update maself abt them...
i guess itz too late..
things changed..
they changed..
i feel so outcast la actually..
cant seemed to mixed arnd tat well nowadays...
cant seem to find ma own self-esteem...
i lose confidence in maself...
i guess ita all ma fault....

nobody knows...
nobody cares..
n i dun blame anione...
i only have maself to blame...

n to all ma frenz..
im sorry..
i wasnt a good fren...

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