Monday, October 30, 2006
9:00 AM Y
Post title : =SeLAmAt hArI RaYa=
♥ You'll never know the real me.
yes...da raye...sumhow it doesnt feel like raye this year...ntah la...da stop keje pat PH...keje pat VivoCity la plak..pat Zara...dun noe how it will be...start werk Wednesday...in d morning...i and shamil are into our 5th mth..on d 28th..which was yesterday..so happy la!!!!hope we last long...duh...he was so scared..of me working at a new place...i was scared too...ntah la..besok kuar ngan bdk2 PH...pakai aju gold ngan shamil..'=smiles=
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
6:47 AM Y
Post title : =aRrGh=
♥ You'll never know the real me.
i want money....i need money...=cries=$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$da li baju..baju lawa...colour merah..baju nan shamil lagi lawa..colour gold..=smiles=his family very the nice...i lioke....they treat me very nice...hmm....did i make a good impression on them?i noe i did...now im talking to him...n he said something to hurt me ah...he said sampai bile asyik nak ngn i jek...asyik nak g keje ngn i jek..abih lau tknk then takyah la..aku pakse ke?haiz..nemind la..muz alwayz give in la...no no no..HE muz alwayz give in...he better not lie to me animore...haha..aniwae...sayang if ure reading this...the song is 4 u..muahahaha...u know i know..=muackz=
Sunday, October 08, 2006
4:11 AM Y
Post title : =thE LiEs=
♥ You'll never know the real me.
im hurtt.so hurtt.i cantt explain.i cantt seemed to express maself.im supressing all tthatt im feeling.tthe lies.tthe reasons.tthe words.when will all tthe drama end?is tthis how my love life is supposed tto be?should i justt sttay and waitt?for when happiness will prevail?or when he sttop lying to me.when he ttreatt me like he should.i justt wantt tthe bestt for him.n im willing tto suffer for itt.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
3:32 AM Y
Post title : =NoBodY kNoWs=
♥ You'll never know the real me.
everytime when you go out with me do you feel forced?do i forced you to go out with me everytime?only god knows how hurt i am to hear you say that yesterday...why?why did you say that?is it true?if it is then you dun hafta go out with me..you can skip werk for your frenz...take off for your family..and what days off do you leave me with?you are supposed to be happy everytime you go out with ur gf...*sad face*nomatter what...no matter what you say..or what u thought i did..how hurt i am..how much ive cried...=You will always be a part of me=
