Monday, July 17, 2006
4:50 AM Y
Post title : MiZuNdErStOoD
♥ You'll never know the real me.
m i in d wrong?y do u always blame me for something i didnt do?y do u treat me like this?how can u say that im happy with some1 else other than u?u know thatz not true..how can he do this to me?every single day since they are there, he kips on pushing me..pushing me away..until i have no more strength to retaliate..doesnt he know that i have no ulterior motive or watsoever towards them?if only he know how much im into him then maybe....maybe he wldnt say things that hurts..things that r killing me deep inside..feelings that maybe i myself cldnt control...i wonder wat else does he wants from me...ape lagi yg perlu aku korbankan?maybe its not enough..maybe im d 1 who treats him like s.h.i.t...maybe its always been me..maybe thatz y he's not happy with me...=what should i do?="jgn kau pergi meninggalkan akutak sanggupku berpisah dengan mubagaimana nanti bila aku rindudi mana tempat nak ku bermanja?demi tuhan ku sayang padamuairmata menjadi saksi nyabagaimana lagi hendakku bukti kankesetiaan nya cintaku ini..apakah lagi yg kau mahu?tak cukupkah pergorbananku?semoga kau mengerti perasankubetapa ikhlasnya cintakubila hatiku sudah syg..bukan mudah nak ku lupakanbiarpun pedih dugaanrelaku hadapi syg..."how do i tell him?how do i let him know?is it worth d pain?is it worth d tears?
