r we perfect 4 each other...?
r we really meant to be..?

y must people change..?
y must he change?

does he still feel the same 4 me?
does he not love me animore?

m i left in the darkness ?
m i not important animore?

whatz the use of explaining if he dont understand..?
whatz the use of carrying on?

i hate him
i do.
he is purposely not understanding me.
im fucking tired.
n he wants to choose this time to treat me like shit.
ok.
fine.
plz fuck off la.
im fine alone aniwae.

=>no matter what..
u r always mine..<=

I love you..
Baby I love you..
You are my life..
My happiest moments weren't complete..
If you weren't by my side..
You're my relation and connection to the sun..
With you next to me..
There's no darkness I can't overcome..
You are my raindrops..
I am the seed..
With you and God who's my sunlight..
I'm blooming, grown so beautifully..
Baby I'm so proud,proud to be your girl (be your girl)..
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world..
I am in love with you (in love)..
You set me free..
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave,
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me
'Cause I, am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
'Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destinyI see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see
My whole future in your eyes
In awe of my love for you
Sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings
I'm grateful to have you by my side
I, am in love with you (I am in love)

F**k la...
dontyouknowhowmuchiloveyoushamil????whymustyoualwaysthinknegativeaboutme??whycantyoujustgetitinyourbrainthatiloveyouandonlyyou??????

m i in d wrong?
y do u always blame me for something i didnt do?
y do u treat me like this?
how can u say that im happy with some1 else other than u?
u know thatz not true..

how can he do this to me?
every single day since they are there, he kips on pushing me..
pushing me away..
until i have no more strength to retaliate..
doesnt he know that i have no ulterior motive or watsoever towards them?
if only he know how much im into him then maybe....
maybe he wldnt say things that hurts..
things that r killing me deep inside..
feelings that maybe i myself cldnt control...

i wonder wat else does he wants from me...
ape lagi yg perlu aku korbankan?
maybe its not enough..
maybe im d 1 who treats him like s.h.i.t...
maybe its always been me..
maybe thatz y he's not happy with me...

=what should i do?=

"jgn kau pergi meninggalkan aku
tak sanggupku berpisah dengan mu
bagaimana nanti bila aku rindu
di mana tempat nak ku bermanja?

demi tuhan ku sayang padamu
airmata menjadi saksi nya
bagaimana lagi hendakku bukti kan
kesetiaan nya cintaku ini..

apakah lagi yg kau mahu?
tak cukupkah pergorbananku?
semoga kau mengerti perasanku
betapa ikhlasnya cintaku

bila hatiku sudah syg..
bukan mudah nak ku lupakan
biarpun pedih dugaan
relaku hadapi syg..."

how do i tell him?
how do i let him know?
is it worth d pain?
is it worth d tears?

U ask whether i still love u?
The answer is yes..

Love u like last time?
More than u'll ever know..

U ask me whether i still care 4 u?
The answer is Yes of course i Do...

U ask me whether i hate u for all the mistakes that u've made?
The answer is No..

Cuz i will nvr hate you..
u're more than ma bf..
u're my best friend..
mY everyThing..

so please dont doubt me..
even for a second..
cuz u know that ive done almost everything..
to make this relationship work..

S E R I S H A M I L



Known as => Seri Nurhidayah
Living In => Woodlands
Working At => Raffles Place
In Love With => Muhd Shamil Bin Rahmat


Myspace Hearts Comments & Graphics

Easy-Going
Outgoing
Silly Billy
Fashion Addict
Shop-A-Holic
Work-A-Holic
Laughing Bunny
Crazie =)
Nonsense Smonsen
Complicated
Unpredictable
Emo Shit
Obssessive & Protective
Hot Tempered

.

LOVES ..
=> Food!!
=> Cookies & Cream
=> Sun & The Beach
=> Listening To Music
=> Hanging Out With Friends
=> MONEY!!!! *Evil Laughter*
=> Family & Friends =)

I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.