Saturday, April 01, 2006
9:10 PM Y
Post title : sad,shocked!!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
im like still awake..
itz like 5am in da morn..
ijal was under ma blk arnd 2am..
called mi juz to sae he miss mi...
was msn-ing wih him....
like normal when things suddenly get mixed up...
hw wanted me back...
i asked him whether he is serious abt this..
he told me he was...
then i sae i scared he will like give me back wat i gave him...
in another words,"bastard me back".....
then he gt angry..
said itwas "menghampakan"..
n told mi 2 forget it..
then he log off...
m i supposed 2 b sad?...
laugh?..
cry?...
y m i in this state ?of confusion?...
do i still love him..?
y m i hesitating?....
-sigh-
