Friday, October 28, 2005
2:47 PM Y
Post title : WAtZ D MeAnInG Of LifE?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
ThE LoVe tHaT We sHaRe...ThE ThOuGhTs tHaT We hAvE...tHe pLaNs tHaT We mAkE...Is iT All JuZ A PhAsE All CoUpLez Go tHrU..tO GeT On wItH LiFe?..Is iT All JuZ WoRdZ...jUz tO MaKe oNe fEel BeTtEr?...hAiZ....y doesnt he care?2dae is our 1st mth n he went out with other pple...I UnDeRsTaNd uH ThAt He wAnTZ 2 bUy BaJu kUrOnG BuT ..... hE CaN At lEaSt aSk mI AlOnG SiA..I feel so hurt ah that he chose to b ignorant in our relationship...Ive tried to do ALMOST everything to make this werk..but it seems like its no use..i feel tired aft doin all of it..it still doesnt make a difference...he told mi he dun like mi 2 cntact other guys..i dun...they cntact mi....i follow watever he wantz mi 2 do uh...everything that he dun like,i follow..watever i dun like.......*sigh*...doesnt matter la...i feel like im juz going thru tiz relationship juz for the sake of it..he is not putting in the effort..im realli getting stress over thiz...he dun seem to notice..i realli dun noe wat to sae...we almost broke up cuz of miscommunication....i tried to tell him wat i feel...he doesnt even look like he's listening...itz like he dun understand the words that r coming out of ma mouth...i hate that lah!!!!SAYANG!!!!!haiz...i juz wish he understand mi...he asked mi to call him n i did n then he juz kip qiuet.wth.im not saying that he is not nice or wat..itz juz tat he doesnt show...if nt only 4 awhile....i want him 2 b ma bf NOT sumbodi to ACT as my bf...IzIn kAn dIrIkU MeLuAh kAn rAsA..mAakKaN lA AkU AnDaI KaU TeRaSa..bIaR Ku pApaRkAn aPa yG TeRjAdI...mOgA eNgkAu tAk UlAnGi...i lOvE HiM AlOt uH....
